All You Need is Love

Making his world a little colder. 

All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Give it your all for nothing, and everything will do it's same for you.

Got a Blank Space Where My Mind Should Be

So, I have been very absent from my writing lately. I have been really busy and in my spare time I don't write like I have been. I have been doing a lot of thinking. I seem to do that a lot now. I always come across things I want to write about and then I don't. Lately I have been growing at a rapid pace. I have been caught in this bubble. Its like I am in this dream, one where I have no voice. I want to speak up but I can't. Its not because I don't want to its because I don't have a voice. Its a difficult struggle wanting to be heard but not having any chance to be understood. I'm learning a lot from this bubble though. These past few months have been some of the craziest ones of my life. I haven't felt myself. I haven't been out of my comfort zone, completely insecure and constantly worried. I haven't had one day where I haven't thought about the things in life I miss. Thats not like me. There has been a blank space where my mind should be. So I am ready to let it all go. I am not going to waste the remainder of my time in Memphis pouting.

I am moving to New York City! I have about two months left in Memphis. Most I will spend on my feet working and the rest will be traveling to see family before my big move. I figure that I won't get to see them anytime soon because I won't exactly be close to any family. I will miss them dearly though I am eager to get out and live my life. I got a place lined up in Murray Hill. Its a 5 bedroom house. A house in NYC! I have never seen or heard of such but I will be living in one September 1st.